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Un-shitting-believable.

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I'm Dr Khan's replacement. Dr Gill.

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You can call me Kester.

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- Is it Rachel?
- Rae.

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I told Dr Khan to ask you
to start keeping a diary.

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But you can't read it
because Dr Khan...

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I don't want to read it.

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It's private. It's for you.

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Are you always this quiet?

10
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You know, there's a theory

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that you can discern the majority
of a person's characteristics

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in the first five seconds
of meeting them.

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What do your instincts say about me?

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My instincts say that a bird
took a dump on your head.

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So...

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You survived the first week
still in one piece, I see.

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What have we been up to?

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Look, with Dr Khan,
we would just talk...

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I'm not Dr Khan.

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So...

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what have we been up to this week?

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Not much.

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Big lie. This week has, in fact,
been pretty momentous.

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Wednesday, 10th July, 1996.

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Freedom.

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Dear Diary, I'm 16,
I weigh 16.5 stone

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and I live in Lincolnshire.

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My interests include music, vegging
out and finding a fit boy...

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Oh, scratch that, any boy,
to quench my ever-growing horn.

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Unfortunately, I already have a
lover that makes me look pregnant.

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Food.

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But, well, there is a difference
between snacking and bingeing.

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And I don't binge any more.

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And if anyone ever finds this diary

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and reads it and comes to
the conclusion that I'm crazy...

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they'd be spot on.

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Go away. I'm not speaking
to you.

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Why not?

39
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You're abandoning me. You're leaving
me here with all the mentals.

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I'll be back for my sessions
all the time.

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You won't be back.

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You'll be off going to loads
of parties,

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boy parties.

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Tix, we both know that there are
zero cool people in Lincolnshire.

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Tissue, please, Skinny.

46
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Did you get a new toothbrush?

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I'm gonna miss you.

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'Poor, lovely, messed-up Tixy.'

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Here.

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Go.

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Hi, Rae.

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Hi.

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'Dr Nick Kassar,

54
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'expert moistener of lady gardens.

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'I wanna eat his face!'

56
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It's, erm... It's good for the skin.

57
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Yeah, I know, yeah.
I drink two litres a day.

58
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Problem is, it makes you go to the
loo every half hour.

59
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I'm getting picked up in 20 minutes.

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What a shame.

61
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Why is that?

62
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Because I never got a chance
to do a sex on you.

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Rae.

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Yeah.

65
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Don't get up to any mischief.

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Well, don't go changing!

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You keep drinking that water!

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'Oh, God. Why do I always say
such twattish things?'

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Four months locked away.

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Four months convincing people

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my finger is no longer on the
self-destruct button.

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Finally, I was leaving.

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Finally, I was free.

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I'm not ready.

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Where are you?
Outside.

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I'm freaking out.

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I'm having a freak-out.

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Just count to ten.

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I'm not strong enough
to make it on my own.

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You're not on your own. You've got
your mum and all your friends.

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My mum's a nightmare,
and I haven't got any friends.

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You're my friend.

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The pips are going.

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What if something really bad
happens?

85
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What if I have a proper freak-out,
what then?

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Just count to ten.

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Yeah, but...

88
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One, two, three, four, five,
six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

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I'm sorry I was late.
It's only been ten minutes.

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40 minutes.

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Give over with your 40 minutes.

92
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You talk more random
than duck shite sometimes.

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D'you want one?

94
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When have I ever smoked?

95
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You might have started.

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Might have some Blue Ribands
in the glove box.

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No, no. I can't, love.
No, I'm on the alphabet diet.

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The what?

99
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Each week, you only eat food
beginning with a certain letter.

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Makes you rotate all your food types.
This week it's W.

101
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So, you've nearly done
the entire alphabet?

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No. I started on S, cos I bought
a load of Scotch eggs on the cheap.

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I've lost six pounds, though.

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That's, what, just over a month,

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month and a bit.

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Have Blue Ribands got wafer in it?

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Wafer begins with a W.

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Oh, no.

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Rae?

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Who's that?

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Chloe.

112
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Rae! Oh, my God!

113
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Chloe? Blood and stomach pills,
she's blossomed.

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Look at the chest.

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Please don't embarrass me.

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Oh, get over yourself.

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And don't be long. We're in a rush.

118
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Oh, my God! Come here!

119
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Why didn't you tell me you were
back? How was France?

120
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France?

121
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Yeah, it was great.
It was really nice.

122
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I can't believe you've been gone
three months.

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Four months.

124
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- Yeah, well...
- Rae!

125
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I'm glad you're back, anyway...

126
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Thanks.

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I should go.

128
00:10:12,035 --> 00:10:13,615
Oh, no, no, no. Listen, listen...

129
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Come to the pub tonight
with the gang.

130
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I've started hanging round with the
sixth formers from Wellesley Park.

131
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The guys are fit as, right?

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- And they're all single.
- Chop!

133
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So, please come, sweets.

134
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Please!

135
00:10:35,033 --> 00:10:39,032
'Yes, please...'

136
00:10:39,992 --> 00:10:40,652
Yeah?

137
00:10:40,752 --> 00:10:43,252
I mean, um, yeah...

138
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I'm a bit busy, but it would be cool
to hang out with you.

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In France, all I did was hang.
Definitely.

140
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I'd probably get withdrawal symptoms
if I stopped hanging.

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Yeah.

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Rae!

143
00:11:07,189 --> 00:11:09,529
Well, I'll see you later, then.

144
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Bye.

145
00:11:13,229 --> 00:11:14,569
France?!

146
00:11:14,669 --> 00:11:17,608
Well, I had to say something.
You told me not to tell anyone.

147
00:11:17,708 --> 00:11:19,008
France?!

148
00:11:19,108 --> 00:11:23,108
Why didn't you just say
I had glandular fever or summat?

149
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'Welcome to the house of pain.

150
00:11:31,667 --> 00:11:33,927
'Barely enough room for one person,

151
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'let alone me and her.

152
00:11:35,986 --> 00:11:39,986
'I'm not even in
and I wanna get out.'

153
00:11:40,906 --> 00:11:44,905
Come on, Rachel.
I've got something to show you.

154
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What?

155
00:12:00,824 --> 00:12:03,563
Rae, this is Karim.

156
00:12:03,663 --> 00:12:05,403
My lover.

157
00:12:05,503 --> 00:12:07,503
Isn't he something?

158
00:12:10,863 --> 00:12:14,862
Ohhh! Say hello! Say hello,
say hello.

159
00:12:15,582 --> 00:12:16,722
Pleased to meet you.

160
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Why were you in the boot?

161
00:12:19,502 --> 00:12:21,721
Oh... Well, he can't speak
much English.

162
00:12:21,821 --> 00:12:24,361
He speaks Arabic and French.

163
00:12:24,461 --> 00:12:26,561
That's what they speak in Tunisia.

164
00:12:26,661 --> 00:12:28,761
Er... Help...

165
00:12:28,861 --> 00:12:32,920
Right, who'd like a sticky waffle?

166
00:12:33,020 --> 00:12:35,800
Why was he in the chuffing boot?

167
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Look... Right, look.
He hasn't done anything wrong,

168
00:12:40,219 --> 00:12:41,759
but there are people looking for him.

169
00:12:41,859 --> 00:12:43,239
What people?
Immigration.

170
00:12:43,339 --> 00:12:46,999
He's not allowed to be here.
Not just yet. Not just for now.

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00:12:47,099 --> 00:12:48,079
He, er...

172
00:12:48,179 --> 00:12:51,198
He ran away
from this holding place, and...

173
00:12:51,298 --> 00:12:53,558
we fell in love.

174
00:12:53,658 --> 00:12:55,558
Now, no-one can know about this.

175
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Not just for now. Is that OK, Rachel?

176
00:13:00,337 --> 00:13:01,357
Oh, Karim!

177
00:13:01,457 --> 00:13:03,237
Put me down, you bloody beast!

178
00:13:03,337 --> 00:13:07,317
Oh!

179
00:13:07,417 --> 00:13:10,436
There is a difference
between snacking and bingeing.

180
00:13:10,536 --> 00:13:14,536
And I don't binge any more.

181
00:13:29,254 --> 00:13:32,214
Ever feel like you're returning
to the scene of a crime?

182
00:14:07,170 --> 00:14:11,030
Oh, Damon. I love you,
but I've gotta get out of this house

183
00:14:11,130 --> 00:14:13,569
and meet some real boys.

184
00:14:19,169 --> 00:14:20,869
Right, look.

185
00:14:20,969 --> 00:14:23,668
Before you meet everyone,
just try and be cool, yeah?

186
00:14:23,768 --> 00:14:27,868
I could try and get you in with them,
but they're a pretty exclusive bunch,

187
00:14:27,968 --> 00:14:31,388
so... just don't be upset
if it doesn't happen.

188
00:14:31,488 --> 00:14:32,827
OK?
Yeah.

189
00:14:32,927 --> 00:14:33,947
You ready?
Yeah.

190
00:14:34,047 --> 00:14:35,067
Come on.

191
00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:36,587
Izzy.

192
00:14:36,687 --> 00:14:39,187
'Being in a pub is weird

193
00:14:39,287 --> 00:14:42,066
'when eight hours earlier
you were in a mental ward.

194
00:14:42,166 --> 00:14:45,786
'I felt like a criminal,
like a renegade,

195
00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:49,546
'like it was so obvious
I wasn't meant to be there.'

196
00:14:49,646 --> 00:14:50,626
Sorry, lover!

197
00:14:50,726 --> 00:14:53,025
'I felt alive.'

198
00:14:53,125 --> 00:14:54,825
Everyone, this is Rae.

199
00:14:54,925 --> 00:14:56,025
You all right?

200
00:14:56,125 --> 00:14:57,145
Hiya!
All right?

201
00:14:57,245 --> 00:14:58,985
Do you want a drink?
Cos Chop can get served.

202
00:14:59,085 --> 00:15:00,464
Er, no, it's all right.
I don't drink.

203
00:15:00,564 --> 00:15:02,064
Really?

204
00:15:02,164 --> 00:15:03,224
Yeah.

205
00:15:03,324 --> 00:15:04,984
Where's Archie?

206
00:15:05,084 --> 00:15:09,084
Somewhere.
He said he was coming, so...

207
00:15:13,683 --> 00:15:17,683
What are you doing, you benny?
You trying to get us kicked out?

208
00:15:18,003 --> 00:15:21,302
Here y'are. Make yourself useful
and take a picture

209
00:15:21,402 --> 00:15:24,062
of the biggest pythons
in sports entertainment.

210
00:15:24,162 --> 00:15:26,162
What, these ones?
Them ones or them ones?

211
00:15:27,682 --> 00:15:29,981
Here y'are.
Let me have a go.

212
00:15:30,081 --> 00:15:31,381
Archie, get up here!

213
00:15:31,481 --> 00:15:35,481
Archie, get up here!

214
00:15:38,080 --> 00:15:39,020
Cheers.

215
00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:40,740
Go on, Arch!

216
00:15:40,840 --> 00:15:42,980
Go on! Go on!

217
00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:46,900
Now, this is a little hit
that came out a few months back.

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00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:50,139
♪ Well, I tried to tell you so

219
00:15:50,239 --> 00:15:52,499
♪ But I guess you didn't know

220
00:15:52,599 --> 00:15:54,219
♪ As the sad story goes

221
00:15:54,319 --> 00:15:57,578
♪ Baby, now I've got to flow

222
00:15:57,678 --> 00:16:00,218
♪ Cos I knew it from the start

223
00:16:00,318 --> 00:16:02,098
♪ Baby, when you broke my heart

224
00:16:02,198 --> 00:16:06,197
♪ That I had to come again
and show you that I'm real

225
00:16:07,677 --> 00:16:09,857
♪ You lied to me

226
00:16:09,957 --> 00:16:12,737
♪ All those times I said that I
loved you

227
00:16:12,837 --> 00:16:14,697
♪ You lied to me

228
00:16:14,797 --> 00:16:17,896
♪ And I tried, yes, I tried

229
00:16:17,996 --> 00:16:19,816
♪ Return of the Mack... ♪

230
00:16:19,916 --> 00:16:21,136
'Two words.

231
00:16:21,236 --> 00:16:25,235
'Gushington Central.

232
00:16:27,755 --> 00:16:30,455
'So, this is what I've worked out
so far about the gang.

233
00:16:30,555 --> 00:16:31,855
'There's Chloe,

234
00:16:31,955 --> 00:16:34,094
'who's, like, my oldest friend.

235
00:16:34,194 --> 00:16:37,374
'We kind of grew apart over
the last year.

236
00:16:37,474 --> 00:16:39,854
'I guess I kind of had
my own stuff going on.

237
00:16:39,954 --> 00:16:43,933
'Like wondering why my best friend
was growing apart from me.

238
00:16:44,033 --> 00:16:48,033
'Like wondering why I was having
a secret mental breakdown.

239
00:16:48,873 --> 00:16:52,532
'But whatever. It's complicated, '
I guess.

240
00:16:52,632 --> 00:16:53,772
There's no topping on this.

241
00:16:53,872 --> 00:16:57,872
There's no topping on this.
You've opened the box
upside down, you div.

242
00:16:58,872 --> 00:17:00,052
'Then there's Izzy.

243
00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:04,151
'She's so cute. I've only known her
for two hours, but I can't imagine

244
00:17:05,351 --> 00:17:07,931
'she'd have a negative thought
about...anything.'

245
00:17:08,031 --> 00:17:10,531
You two are so like a married couple
sometimes.

246
00:17:10,631 --> 00:17:12,930
Uh, gross!
It'd be like marrying me sister.

247
00:17:13,030 --> 00:17:15,290
Yeah! So gross!

248
00:17:15,390 --> 00:17:17,530
'There's three boys.

249
00:17:17,630 --> 00:17:21,529
'Chop. Rating - slice.

250
00:17:21,629 --> 00:17:23,809
'He doesn't even go to school.

251
00:17:23,909 --> 00:17:27,249
'Chloe says he works down at some
garage, fixing cars or summat.'

252
00:17:27,349 --> 00:17:31,348
I don't care what you say, Jennifer
Aniston is fitter than Pammy.

253
00:17:31,708 --> 00:17:34,368
There's only one woman
that's fitter than both.

254
00:17:34,468 --> 00:17:35,568
Bollocks. Who?

255
00:17:35,668 --> 00:17:37,668
Your mum!

256
00:17:39,947 --> 00:17:40,727
No...

257
00:17:40,827 --> 00:17:43,647
'And Finn's a bit of a grumpy sod.

258
00:17:43,747 --> 00:17:45,887
'He's such an epic slice,

259
00:17:45,987 --> 00:17:48,687
'but he massively knows it.'

260
00:17:48,787 --> 00:17:52,786
Argh!

261
00:17:54,506 --> 00:17:57,046
'And finally...

262
00:17:57,146 --> 00:18:00,885
'..Archie. Ultimate slice.

263
00:18:00,985 --> 00:18:02,645
'Half geek, half rock god.

264
00:18:02,745 --> 00:18:06,125
'So hot, he'd make a priest kick
a hole in a stained-glass window.

265
00:18:06,225 --> 00:18:10,224
'I wanna do 14,000 romances on him.'

266
00:18:52,420 --> 00:18:54,839
'I couldn't believe it.

267
00:18:54,939 --> 00:18:58,199
'There were cool people
in Lincolnshire.

268
00:18:58,299 --> 00:19:00,359
'This was it.

269
00:19:00,459 --> 00:19:04,458
'This was my chance.'

270
00:19:06,578 --> 00:19:07,838
Oh, everyone.
What?

271
00:19:07,938 --> 00:19:10,958
Announcement, right?
Party at mine on Saturday

272
00:19:11,058 --> 00:19:13,058
to celebrate Izzy's birthday.

273
00:19:14,657 --> 00:19:18,657
'And all I had to do was just...'

274
00:19:20,297 --> 00:19:21,397
Here y'are, Chloe's mate!

275
00:19:21,497 --> 00:19:25,496
Take a picture!

276
00:19:27,336 --> 00:19:28,596
It's Rae.

277
00:19:28,696 --> 00:19:32,295
May, take a picture of us, will you?

278
00:19:39,135 --> 00:19:43,134
Chop, your guns
nearly don't fit in that picture!

279
00:20:06,132 --> 00:20:08,032
I've decided.

280
00:20:08,132 --> 00:20:12,071
There are three ways Archie
is gonna go out with me.

281
00:20:12,171 --> 00:20:15,311
One - if he's secretly
got a thing for big women,

282
00:20:15,411 --> 00:20:17,951
like Lenny Henry has
for Dawn French.

283
00:20:18,051 --> 00:20:20,030
Two - apocalyptic catastrophe

284
00:20:20,130 --> 00:20:22,510
takes out all of the women
on the Earth,

285
00:20:22,610 --> 00:20:25,670
and therefore my humps become
a precious commodity.

286
00:20:25,770 --> 00:20:29,529
Three - I feed him biscuits
until he's fat too.

287
00:20:36,569 --> 00:20:40,568
If this goes in the bin, Archie will
definitely sleep with me.

288
00:21:11,165 --> 00:21:12,665
I had to see you.

289
00:21:12,765 --> 00:21:16,764
What are you doing here?

290
00:21:17,484 --> 00:21:19,484
Let's not talk.

291
00:21:33,243 --> 00:21:35,662
Mmm. Kiss my neck, Archie.

292
00:21:35,762 --> 00:21:36,822
Please, for me.

293
00:21:36,922 --> 00:21:37,942
What?

294
00:21:38,042 --> 00:21:39,062
Please, I beg you.

295
00:21:39,162 --> 00:21:41,942
Why are you talking like that?

296
00:21:42,042 --> 00:21:43,501
Please.

297
00:21:43,601 --> 00:21:47,601
Oh, Karim!
Oh! Oh! Karim! Karim! Oh!

298
00:21:48,001 --> 00:21:50,941
Oh! Oh! Karim! Karim!

299
00:21:51,041 --> 00:21:52,620
Oh, my God!

300
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:56,720
I...can't... believe it!

301
00:22:08,159 --> 00:22:08,939
What?

302
00:22:09,039 --> 00:22:12,818
Do you have any idea what time
it is?

303
00:22:12,918 --> 00:22:14,138
It's quarter to five.

304
00:22:14,238 --> 00:22:15,738
It's quarter to five.

305
00:22:15,838 --> 00:22:19,378
And I'm awake!

306
00:22:19,478 --> 00:22:22,457
What do you want? A chufty badge
and a round of applause?

307
00:22:22,557 --> 00:22:26,217
I want to go to sleep knowing that
I'm not gonna be woken up

308
00:22:26,317 --> 00:22:29,657
by the sound of you
getting your bones jumped.

309
00:22:29,757 --> 00:22:31,416
I beg your pardon?!

310
00:22:31,516 --> 00:22:34,056
Just stop having sex at top volume,
yeah?

311
00:22:34,156 --> 00:22:35,696
I didn't know we were being loud.

312
00:22:35,796 --> 00:22:39,096
There's people in Peterborough that
think the world's coming to an end.

313
00:22:39,196 --> 00:22:42,695
Oh, come on, Rachel. You talk more
random than duck shite sometimes.

314
00:22:42,795 --> 00:22:44,335
Will you just stop saying that?

315
00:22:44,435 --> 00:22:47,255
It's just stupid.

316
00:22:47,355 --> 00:22:50,654
You watch your tone with me,
young lady.

317
00:22:50,754 --> 00:22:53,054
You remember who you're talking to.

318
00:22:53,154 --> 00:22:55,334
D'you know what?

319
00:22:55,434 --> 00:22:57,254
'And then I said it.

320
00:22:57,354 --> 00:22:59,933
'The worst thing I've ever said
to my mum.

321
00:23:00,033 --> 00:23:02,413
'And, as I'm feeling mega guilty
anyway,

322
00:23:02,513 --> 00:23:05,613
'we might as well do the top three.'

323
00:23:05,713 --> 00:23:09,712
Mum, why's your bum bigger
than all the other mums' bums?

324
00:23:11,152 --> 00:23:14,132
Rachel... Earl!

325
00:23:14,232 --> 00:23:17,611
Come on.

326
00:23:17,711 --> 00:23:19,211
I wanted a Kylie one.

327
00:23:19,311 --> 00:23:21,691
Well, maybe I couldn't afford
a Kylie one.

328
00:23:21,791 --> 00:23:25,811
Maybe if you hadn't made Dad leave,
we'd be able to get nice things.

329
00:23:25,911 --> 00:23:29,910
Rachel... Earl!

330
00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:34,470
All right!

331
00:23:35,190 --> 00:23:37,129
It's no wonder I went mental, is it?

332
00:23:37,229 --> 00:23:40,009
When I've got the biggest screw-up

333
00:23:40,109 --> 00:23:44,109
in the history of screw-ups
for a parent.

334
00:23:44,908 --> 00:23:48,608
Go on. Say it.

335
00:23:48,708 --> 00:23:52,708
"Rachel Earl!"

336
00:24:06,786 --> 00:24:09,866
One, two, three, four, five,
six, seven, eight, nine, ten.

337
00:24:16,905 --> 00:24:20,905
Thursday, the 11th of July, 1996.

338
00:24:21,665 --> 00:24:25,664
No-one's called.

339
00:24:26,424 --> 00:24:28,444
I loved Thursdays in the hospital.

340
00:24:28,544 --> 00:24:30,004
In the mornings,

341
00:24:30,104 --> 00:24:31,643
me and Tix would catch up
on the charts

342
00:24:31,743 --> 00:24:33,243
and have toast.

343
00:24:33,343 --> 00:24:36,203
And in the afternoon, we'd have
group and then go out to the lake

344
00:24:36,303 --> 00:24:40,283
with Danny Two Hats
and play Ten Questions.

345
00:24:40,383 --> 00:24:44,042
But now, there's a new gang,
I suppose.

346
00:24:44,142 --> 00:24:47,642
But why haven't they called?

347
00:24:47,742 --> 00:24:51,741
Have I fucked it up already?

348
00:25:09,739 --> 00:25:13,599
Rae?

349
00:25:13,699 --> 00:25:15,039
What are you doing here?

350
00:25:15,139 --> 00:25:16,239
I was just passing.

351
00:25:16,339 --> 00:25:18,039
I thought I'd nip in.

352
00:25:18,139 --> 00:25:21,798
I would have rang to say we were all
coming down, but...

353
00:25:21,898 --> 00:25:23,758
it was kind of a spontaneous thing.

354
00:25:23,858 --> 00:25:27,318
You know how it is.

355
00:25:27,418 --> 00:25:31,077
Archie, put summat decent on
the jukebox, will you?

356
00:25:31,177 --> 00:25:34,037
'Music. My turf.

357
00:25:34,137 --> 00:25:36,517
'Go big or go home.'

358
00:25:36,617 --> 00:25:37,157
I'll do it.

359
00:25:37,257 --> 00:25:38,636
No, I want Archie to do it.

360
00:25:38,736 --> 00:25:40,396
He knows his music.

361
00:25:40,496 --> 00:25:41,516
I know my music.

362
00:25:41,616 --> 00:25:43,276
Look, May...
Rae.

363
00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:44,956
As in Raymond?
As in Rachel.

364
00:25:45,056 --> 00:25:49,055
Whatever. Rae, it's my 20p, and I
want Archie to do it, all right?

365
00:25:49,415 --> 00:25:53,415
If you don't like what I put on,
I'll give you your 20p back.

366
00:26:02,254 --> 00:26:06,153
It was time to drop the big guns.

367
00:26:06,253 --> 00:26:09,193
And I hereby present my case
for gang membership.

368
00:26:09,293 --> 00:26:11,573
Spin on that, Finn.

369
00:26:17,172 --> 00:26:20,112
Tune!

370
00:26:20,212 --> 00:26:21,072
Nice one!

371
00:26:21,172 --> 00:26:24,032
Yeah, it's not
bad... for mainstream.

372
00:26:24,132 --> 00:26:28,131
I don't think we've been introduced
properly. I'm Archie.

373
00:26:28,531 --> 00:26:29,791
Hi, Archie.

374
00:26:29,891 --> 00:26:33,191
'I'd shag him until there was
nothing left.

375
00:26:33,291 --> 00:26:37,290
'Just a pair of glasses
and a damp patch.'

376
00:26:37,850 --> 00:26:41,110
Rae, you're still coming to my party
on Saturday, right?

377
00:26:41,210 --> 00:26:42,150
Am I invited?

378
00:26:42,250 --> 00:26:46,309
Of course you are! Silly moo!

379
00:26:46,409 --> 00:26:47,669
Tell everyone!

380
00:26:47,769 --> 00:26:49,429
All right.

381
00:26:49,529 --> 00:26:52,188
Right, listen. As you all know,

382
00:26:52,288 --> 00:26:55,628
I am proper excited
about moving into my new house,

383
00:26:55,728 --> 00:26:59,728
so I am delighted to say that my
party on Saturday night

384
00:27:00,088 --> 00:27:02,107
will be my first ever...

385
00:27:02,207 --> 00:27:03,227
pool party.

386
00:27:03,327 --> 00:27:04,707
Whoo!

387
00:27:04,807 --> 00:27:08,807
Pool party? Get in there!

388
00:27:11,486 --> 00:27:13,346
Are you kidding me?!

389
00:27:13,446 --> 00:27:17,106
Who wants a snakebite?
Yeah, I do.

390
00:27:17,206 --> 00:27:19,186
Go on, you can do it!

391
00:27:19,286 --> 00:27:22,385
You can do it!

392
00:27:22,485 --> 00:27:26,485
Yes!

393
00:27:26,925 --> 00:27:28,925
'I am...'

394
00:27:32,644 --> 00:27:35,504
Friday, the 12th of July.

395
00:27:35,604 --> 00:27:38,784
My first hangover.

396
00:27:38,884 --> 00:27:42,883
I felt like an orang-utan
had been sick on my brain.

397
00:27:44,083 --> 00:27:48,083
The big question is,
one piece, bikini or monokini?

398
00:27:49,402 --> 00:27:53,402
Well, where's the makes-you-not-look
like-a-massive-bloater-kini?

399
00:27:55,602 --> 00:27:57,142
What?

400
00:27:57,242 --> 00:27:58,261
Nothing.

401
00:27:58,361 --> 00:28:01,281
Well, come on, try them on.

402
00:28:04,281 --> 00:28:06,981
'There was a time when I refused

403
00:28:07,081 --> 00:28:10,660
'to wear anything
other than a swimsuit.'

404
00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:14,760
Will you help me get a pasty,
please?

405
00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:18,859
You shouldn't eat too many of these,
you'll get fat.

406
00:28:18,959 --> 00:28:21,099
I don't care if I get fat.
They taste nice.

407
00:28:21,199 --> 00:28:24,499
But if you get fat,
you won't be able to wear a swimsuit

408
00:28:24,599 --> 00:28:26,178
and boys won't like you.

409
00:28:26,278 --> 00:28:27,458
I don't like boys.

410
00:28:27,558 --> 00:28:29,218
And even if I did like boys

411
00:28:29,318 --> 00:28:32,218
and I was fat and I wore a swimsuit,
they'd like me anyway.

412
00:28:32,318 --> 00:28:33,938
Why would they like you?

413
00:28:34,038 --> 00:28:35,697
Because I'm brilliant.

414
00:28:35,797 --> 00:28:39,797
Rae!

415
00:28:40,917 --> 00:28:44,257
'There's no fucking way
anyone's gonna see me in this.'

416
00:28:44,357 --> 00:28:48,116
Phhhhh...

417
00:28:55,235 --> 00:28:56,775
What are you doing?

418
00:28:56,875 --> 00:28:57,975
Burning one?

419
00:28:58,075 --> 00:28:59,055
But you don't smoke.

420
00:28:59,155 --> 00:29:00,535
Well, I started yesterday.

421
00:29:00,635 --> 00:29:03,714
You know, it keeps you thin.

422
00:29:06,914 --> 00:29:08,494
We're evacuating the store.
Yep.

423
00:29:08,594 --> 00:29:10,614
We really need to get out
of the store.

424
00:29:10,714 --> 00:29:12,294
If you need to cover yourself up
with this.

425
00:29:12,394 --> 00:29:14,613
What?
Excuse me, please. Thank you.

426
00:29:14,713 --> 00:29:18,713
Let's just go, thank you.

427
00:29:21,793 --> 00:29:23,792
Oh, my God. I'm so sorry, Rae.

428
00:29:25,112 --> 00:29:29,112
Just ignore them, Rae.

429
00:29:34,351 --> 00:29:37,251
Oi, Jabba! D'you want this burger?
I've lost my appetite.

430
00:29:37,351 --> 00:29:39,051
Rae?
Jabba, Jabba, Jabba!

431
00:29:39,151 --> 00:29:40,691
Oh, my God, no!
What's going on?

432
00:29:40,791 --> 00:29:42,530
Jabba, Jabba, Jabba!
What's going on?

433
00:29:42,630 --> 00:29:44,630
Just ignore them, Rae.

434
00:30:10,267 --> 00:30:13,207
One.

435
00:30:13,307 --> 00:30:14,887
Two.

436
00:30:14,987 --> 00:30:17,407
Three.

437
00:30:17,507 --> 00:30:21,286
Four. Five.

438
00:30:21,386 --> 00:30:23,406
Six.

439
00:30:23,506 --> 00:30:27,126
Seven.

440
00:30:27,226 --> 00:30:29,765
Eight.

441
00:30:29,865 --> 00:30:33,865
Nine.

442
00:31:45,817 --> 00:31:47,557
I'm back.

443
00:31:47,657 --> 00:31:49,797
I lasted, what?

444
00:31:49,897 --> 00:31:53,036
Two days?

445
00:31:53,136 --> 00:31:55,676
Something happened.

446
00:31:55,776 --> 00:31:58,336
It was so embarrassing.

447
00:32:00,936 --> 00:32:04,935
My skin feels itchy with it.

448
00:32:05,775 --> 00:32:09,075
I hate to think that people
would have gone home and...

449
00:32:09,175 --> 00:32:11,954
talked about it...

450
00:32:12,054 --> 00:32:14,594
like it was a joke...

451
00:32:14,694 --> 00:32:18,694
over their Yorkshire puddings
or summat.

452
00:32:22,653 --> 00:32:26,653
It's too much out there.

453
00:32:27,933 --> 00:32:31,932
I don't even know how to explain it.

454
00:32:33,212 --> 00:32:37,212
It smashes up all of your senses.

455
00:32:39,851 --> 00:32:43,851
I'm not strong enough
to deal with it all on my own.

456
00:32:56,010 --> 00:33:00,009
Tissue, please, Fatty.

457
00:33:16,927 --> 00:33:20,947
What are you doing here?

458
00:33:21,047 --> 00:33:23,187
I've, um...

459
00:33:23,287 --> 00:33:24,307
I've got some good news.

460
00:33:24,407 --> 00:33:25,866
What?

461
00:33:25,966 --> 00:33:28,386
Decided to come back.

462
00:33:28,486 --> 00:33:32,486
I just don't think I'm ready.

463
00:33:43,325 --> 00:33:44,584
What are you doing?

464
00:33:44,684 --> 00:33:48,684
Stop it! Stop it!

465
00:33:50,324 --> 00:33:53,624
Just stop it!

466
00:33:53,724 --> 00:33:57,223
Everyone in here is holding on to
their lives by their fingertips, Rae.

467
00:33:57,323 --> 00:34:00,423
And you get given a chance
to start again

468
00:34:00,523 --> 00:34:04,622
and you don't want it!

469
00:34:04,722 --> 00:34:06,942
I don't like it out there.

470
00:34:07,042 --> 00:34:11,042
No! You don't like it anywhere,
because you don't like yourself.

471
00:34:13,321 --> 00:34:15,661
You'd better start doing.

472
00:34:15,761 --> 00:34:19,461
Because I've been trying
to be more like you for months.

473
00:34:19,561 --> 00:34:23,560
And if there's no hope for you
then what hope is there for me?

474
00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:28,980
What if something bad happened,
something really bad?

475
00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:32,179
I tried counting to ten,
and it didn't work.

476
00:34:32,279 --> 00:34:36,279
Then you put on your Rae armour
and you charge at it.

477
00:34:39,679 --> 00:34:43,678
Promise me you won't come back.

478
00:34:45,358 --> 00:34:49,358
But I really miss you.

479
00:35:04,676 --> 00:35:08,676
So, the pool party.

480
00:35:10,475 --> 00:35:12,975
Turn up to a pool party with a bag
of booze nicked from your mum,

481
00:35:13,075 --> 00:35:17,075
and no-one'll care if you swim
or not.

482
00:35:17,395 --> 00:35:19,954
But how to escape?

483
00:35:25,874 --> 00:35:27,873
Ah!

484
00:35:34,713 --> 00:35:37,052
Jesus, Rae!

485
00:35:37,152 --> 00:35:39,312
You've bloody ruined my flowerbeds.

486
00:35:40,912 --> 00:35:43,112
All right, all right.

487
00:35:47,151 --> 00:35:48,531
You smell like a brewery.

488
00:35:48,631 --> 00:35:51,411
Next time you wanna borrow
some booze, just ask.

489
00:35:51,511 --> 00:35:55,511
We haven't got the right guttering
for sneaking in and out of windows.

490
00:35:57,390 --> 00:35:59,530
Take off your top off.
Let's have a look at your back.

491
00:35:59,630 --> 00:36:00,970
No! No way!

492
00:36:01,070 --> 00:36:03,130
Come on. It's not like
I haven't seen it all before.

493
00:36:03,230 --> 00:36:06,049
When you were little, you used to run
around naked all the time.

494
00:36:06,149 --> 00:36:09,929
Yeah, well, I'm not a kid any more.

495
00:36:10,029 --> 00:36:12,029
Karim.

496
00:36:15,428 --> 00:36:19,428
Right, let's have a look
at your back.

497
00:36:20,108 --> 00:36:21,128
Ow!

498
00:36:21,228 --> 00:36:23,088
Right, right. It's just a bruise.

499
00:36:23,188 --> 00:36:26,947
OK.

500
00:36:32,307 --> 00:36:36,046
You sure you're all right
about going to the pub and things?

501
00:36:36,146 --> 00:36:37,686
I do worry about you, you know.

502
00:36:37,786 --> 00:36:40,206
I'm fine.

503
00:36:40,306 --> 00:36:44,305
Are you still going
to this pool thing today, then?

504
00:36:46,225 --> 00:36:48,765
It doesn't matter
what people think about you.

505
00:36:48,865 --> 00:36:52,004
Yeah, you're not the one who has to
stand in a swimming costume

506
00:36:52,104 --> 00:36:55,324
next to Chloe
with her gravity-defying boobs.

507
00:36:55,424 --> 00:36:59,424
I'm gonna look like a condom
filled with Bolognese sauce.

508
00:37:01,983 --> 00:37:05,203
You remember when you were little,
and we went to Butlin's,

509
00:37:05,303 --> 00:37:09,303
and you said I had a big arse
in front of Sally Crowther's parents?

510
00:37:09,863 --> 00:37:12,562
No.

511
00:37:12,662 --> 00:37:14,482
Why, did it upset you?

512
00:37:14,582 --> 00:37:17,962
You get used to it.

513
00:37:18,062 --> 00:37:19,362
Besides, I was sleeping

514
00:37:19,462 --> 00:37:23,461
with Sally Crowther's dad
at the time, so made no odds, really.

515
00:37:26,781 --> 00:37:30,780
Got it. Yep.

516
00:37:32,500 --> 00:37:35,200
I'm sorry about
what I said the other day.

517
00:37:35,300 --> 00:37:39,299
In the kitchen.

518
00:37:41,299 --> 00:37:42,359
Wait.

519
00:37:42,459 --> 00:37:43,399
Got it.
Mum...

520
00:37:43,499 --> 00:37:45,079
It's all right. Look, look, look.

521
00:37:45,179 --> 00:37:49,178
Oh!

522
00:37:53,058 --> 00:37:57,058
Rae?

523
00:37:57,937 --> 00:37:59,717
Hey, Rae.
Hey.

524
00:37:59,817 --> 00:38:03,077
There's something different
about you today.

525
00:38:03,177 --> 00:38:06,317
Where's your inflatable crocodile?

526
00:38:06,417 --> 00:38:08,676
Actually, I thought you were
fantastic.

527
00:38:08,776 --> 00:38:11,716
There's not many people that could
have styled that out like you did.

528
00:38:11,816 --> 00:38:15,816
Come on. Let's stay here and chat.
I don't fancy a swim.

529
00:38:18,495 --> 00:38:19,475
Why not?

530
00:38:19,575 --> 00:38:21,395
I don't really wanna talk about it.

531
00:38:21,495 --> 00:38:22,795
Tell me.
No.

532
00:38:22,895 --> 00:38:24,355
You'll laugh.

533
00:38:24,455 --> 00:38:25,594
Maybe.

534
00:38:25,694 --> 00:38:28,354
Um...

535
00:38:28,454 --> 00:38:31,474
Well, er...

536
00:38:31,574 --> 00:38:32,794
I've got spots on my back.

537
00:38:32,894 --> 00:38:37,073
Like, back acne.

538
00:38:37,173 --> 00:38:38,553
Bacne?
Yeah.

539
00:38:38,653 --> 00:38:39,833
Show me.

540
00:38:39,933 --> 00:38:40,993
No way.

541
00:38:41,093 --> 00:38:43,113
Show me.

542
00:38:43,213 --> 00:38:46,112
Show me.

543
00:38:46,212 --> 00:38:50,212
No laughing.
All right.

544
00:38:51,212 --> 00:38:52,552
'Oh, my God.

545
00:38:52,652 --> 00:38:55,791
'Even his spots were really sexy!'

546
00:38:55,891 --> 00:38:56,871
Well?

547
00:38:56,971 --> 00:39:00,971
Well, there's hardly anything there.
No-one's gonna see anything.

548
00:39:01,531 --> 00:39:05,530
Look, let's make a deal.
I'll go in if you go in.

549
00:39:07,290 --> 00:39:11,290
All right.

550
00:39:13,129 --> 00:39:15,689
Aarghhh...!

551
00:39:55,525 --> 00:39:57,525
Stop it!

552
00:40:07,324 --> 00:40:08,663
Is there something wrong?

553
00:40:08,763 --> 00:40:09,503
No. Why?

554
00:40:09,603 --> 00:40:12,263
So, why aren't you getting involved?

555
00:40:12,363 --> 00:40:13,783
I'm DJ-ing. Dur.

556
00:40:13,883 --> 00:40:17,423
Well, we don't need a DJ.
Just stick on NOW 33.

557
00:40:17,523 --> 00:40:20,502
Are you kidding me? It's got
Father And Son by Boyzone on it.

558
00:40:20,602 --> 00:40:23,262
Yeah, well,
we'll just get out and skip it.

559
00:40:23,362 --> 00:40:27,362
You're not gonna make friends if you
sit on the sidelines all the time.

560
00:40:28,881 --> 00:40:31,901
Are people talking about that?

561
00:40:32,001 --> 00:40:33,501
They might be.

562
00:40:33,601 --> 00:40:37,600
Look, you don't want people thinking
you're weird, do you?

563
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:40,620
You don't want people thinking
you're not normal.

564
00:40:40,720 --> 00:40:44,720
Just come in.

565
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:49,919
You are boring.

566
00:41:04,638 --> 00:41:05,657
Get on my back!

567
00:41:05,757 --> 00:41:07,177
No!
Get on my back.

568
00:41:07,277 --> 00:41:09,317
I wanna see how long
you can hold your breath.

569
00:41:25,075 --> 00:41:29,075
Oh, God.

570
00:41:41,234 --> 00:41:43,893
So, that's it. You went to a party...

571
00:41:43,993 --> 00:41:47,993
and the party was OK.

572
00:41:49,713 --> 00:41:53,712
Rae, these sessions are meant to be
a time when you can open up,

573
00:41:54,832 --> 00:41:58,832
discuss with someone, confidentially,
how you're really feeling.

574
00:41:59,232 --> 00:42:03,231
I told you. It was all right.

575
00:42:04,671 --> 00:42:06,491
Tell me how you're feeling right now,

576
00:42:06,591 --> 00:42:10,590
but be honest.

577
00:42:11,110 --> 00:42:15,050
OK. I'll tell you how l feel, yeah?

578
00:42:15,150 --> 00:42:17,010
Two weeks ago, my wife kicked me out.

579
00:42:17,110 --> 00:42:19,530
I've been stopping on my brother's
couch ever since.

580
00:42:19,630 --> 00:42:22,409
This morning,
I wake up, and there's no milk.

581
00:42:22,509 --> 00:42:25,889
I bought that fucking milk, and he
used it to drown his Sugar Puffs in.

582
00:42:25,989 --> 00:42:29,328
So, with no cup of coffee, I come to
work, I get shat on by a pigeon,

583
00:42:29,428 --> 00:42:33,428
I meet my new patient, and she's
about as open as a nun's foo.

584
00:42:37,948 --> 00:42:41,947
So...how do you feel?

585
00:42:43,547 --> 00:42:46,327
Pffff...

586
00:42:46,427 --> 00:42:50,426
I feel like I hate being here.

587
00:42:51,466 --> 00:42:53,726
I feel like I hate this room.

588
00:42:53,826 --> 00:42:57,645
What do you hate most about it?

589
00:42:57,745 --> 00:42:59,245
Well, the pictures.

590
00:42:59,345 --> 00:43:03,345
They're shit.

591
00:43:17,223 --> 00:43:20,763
Won't you get into trouble for that?

592
00:43:20,863 --> 00:43:22,243
No. If anyone asks,
I'll tell them that you did it.

593
00:43:22,343 --> 00:43:23,563
I'll say you're lying.

594
00:43:23,663 --> 00:43:26,362
Who will they believe? I'm not the
one with a history of mental illness.

595
00:43:26,462 --> 00:43:27,882
Oh, wow!

596
00:43:27,982 --> 00:43:29,922
What about the ink blot?

597
00:43:30,022 --> 00:43:33,522
Oh, that reminds me
of a sanitary towel.

598
00:43:33,622 --> 00:43:37,621
Then out it goes.

599
00:43:39,261 --> 00:43:41,261
Oh!

600
00:43:42,341 --> 00:43:45,240
What about Buster Keaton here?

601
00:43:45,340 --> 00:43:49,340
No. I quite like that one.

602
00:43:50,260 --> 00:43:54,259
Yeah. Me too.

603
00:44:00,339 --> 00:44:03,798
What did your instincts say
about me...

604
00:44:03,898 --> 00:44:07,898
after five seconds?

605
00:44:09,178 --> 00:44:10,758
I can't remember.

606
00:44:10,858 --> 00:44:14,857
I don't believe you.

607
00:44:16,337 --> 00:44:20,117
My instincts said...

608
00:44:20,217 --> 00:44:24,216
that you see yourself
as a fragile thing.

609
00:44:24,696 --> 00:44:26,476
Like a little broken bird

610
00:44:26,576 --> 00:44:29,796
sloshing around in a bottle.

611
00:44:29,896 --> 00:44:33,895
But if you trust me,
if we trust each other...

612
00:44:34,255 --> 00:44:38,115
that you'll be all right.

613
00:44:38,215 --> 00:44:42,214
Because, basically,
I think you're a pretty tough cookie.

614
00:45:01,852 --> 00:45:04,832
- Chop?
- Yes, my dear.

615
00:45:04,932 --> 00:45:07,912
Come and use those big swans
you've been building

616
00:45:08,012 --> 00:45:10,271
to prise my fat butt
out of this slide.

617
00:45:10,371 --> 00:45:14,371
Not a problem, Rae.

618
00:45:23,050 --> 00:45:26,150
Barman!
A lemon Hooch if you'd be so kind.

619
00:45:26,250 --> 00:45:28,249
And turn that shit off.

620
00:45:36,049 --> 00:45:38,388
Who's going to the chippy,
cos I'm yamming?

621
00:45:38,488 --> 00:45:40,508
Oh, maybe we should play a game
for it.

622
00:45:40,608 --> 00:45:42,668
All right. Yeah. I've got
a good one.

623
00:45:42,768 --> 00:45:43,988
What?

624
00:45:44,088 --> 00:45:45,428
Maybe...

625
00:45:45,528 --> 00:45:49,527
last one into the pool should go.

626
00:45:52,487 --> 00:45:53,507
Whoo!

627
00:45:53,607 --> 00:45:55,306
Weh-hey!

628
00:45:55,406 --> 00:45:58,746
Whoo!

629
00:45:58,846 --> 00:46:02,586
'The doctors looked at my legs
and said didn't it hurt?

630
00:46:02,686 --> 00:46:05,625
'"Didn't it hurt so much when you
were doing it

631
00:46:05,725 --> 00:46:07,505
'"that it burnt to breathe?"

632
00:46:07,605 --> 00:46:11,605
'At least they remind me that I
survived.

633
00:46:12,285 --> 00:46:16,284
'But only just.

634
00:46:17,964 --> 00:46:21,624
'I can't believe I've actually
got a group of friends.

635
00:46:21,724 --> 00:46:25,723
'I can't believe I'm finally out.'

636
00:46:26,243 --> 00:46:29,843
'I can't believe they actually think
I'm getting better.'